I’ve been different lately. Not in a bad way but more of a weird way. I use to be the guy that was ok with being single. I havent been in a relationship since 09 and it wasnt till the begging of 2011 that I was ok with it. From then on I was good being “single”. Sure at times it was a little lonely but I always had my hommies around. Now I look at myself and think “what the heck man?”. I let myself be super venerable with someone and I didn’t necessarily get burned, just a little hurt. Had a nice run and it made me realize that I’m sick of it. I just miss being missed by a girl in that relationship way. I miss being able to call someone mine and at the end of a stressful day I just want someone to be there. I know that it takes time to find that special someone but how much longer could it be? I’m not the best looking or have much money, I have a lot of flaws that I’m currently working on but aren’t we all? I just want someone to want me the way I want them. Screw the world because one day I’ll make someone feel like the luckiest person in the galaxy. I hope that one day is soon but for now I gotta reteach myself how to be patient.
Dude, what happened to me?