To my future self,

Remember how she made you feel at this exact moment in your life. Your feelings are reciprocated and you have smiled a lot recently. You haven’t known her for that long but as you’re writing this, you can’t get her out of your mind. Hope you kept true to your words and treated her great because you had a lot of ideas of what this could be but you tell me. How did we do? Look back at what we did and can you honestly say that you did your best? She has been through a lot of crap and deserves nothing but it. Tell her she’s beautiful because she is, kiss her like it’s your last kiss every time and don’t say “I love you” unless you really mean it. She is not a toy so don’t play her because she trusts you. Not fully yet but enough to let you enter her life. Use this as a reminder if you ever forget, I just hope you don’t.